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Missing You Always
I'll always hold you close,
even though you're far away.
I'll always love you with all I am,
even though it's just pieces today.
Your memory will always make me smile,
even though it may be through tears.
I'll never ever stop missing you,
even though it's been many years.
I'll never let you go,
even though you're already gone.
Those who never got to meet you,
will feel like they knew you all along.
I know that you're still here,
always watching over me.
All I hope is you know I love you still,
and you're proud of what you see.
As long as there is still breath in me,
you'll be inside my heart.
Even though the God above,
tore us all apart.
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Your scent comforts,
your smile strengthens.
Your eyes drown,
Your voice warms.
Your arms surround,
your strength lifts.
Your very presence lights,
where darkness used to dwell.
Your touch tingles,
your kiss heals.
Your love brings hope,
where all was long lost.
Your laugh brings joy,
your name brings a smile.
Your heart accepts,
you complete.
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Devotedly Yours
I wake up,
the first thing I smell is you.
It brings a smile to my face.
I get out of bed and dressed,
the first thing I taste is you.
It makes my day.
I start each day with you,
keep you with me throughout the day.
My day is wonderful.
I often dream of you,
looking forward to tomorrow when I'll be with you again.
My heart soars.
The days I don't have you are long, slow,
and almost unbearable.
I walk around in a fog.
Next time I have you with me,
It's like heaven.
Rather you're hot or cold that day,
I need you always.
You see, I can't function without you,
can't live without you.
You are my love,
my live,
my soul mate.
I love you, coffee.
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Wow I'm Depressing
Swimming in a pool of darkness,
light faded long ago.
Trying hard to break the surface,
only to get swallowed yet again.
Lost in the blackness of her soul,
only feelings of death and despair.
Thoughts of laughter and love,
faded memories that don't seem real.
Never to escape this inner torment,
personal best never good enough.
Bleeding eternally,
fate sealed and irreversible.
Leave her to her sleep,
for she'll never awake again.
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The morning reaked of death.
The stench and feel lingerd in the air.
Loved before and still loved,
even though gone.
A simple pet to some,
but family to us.
Gone in body and spirit,
but forever in our hearts.
Never forgoten,
never replaced.
Always remembered,
for in the short time she was in this world,
she touched our hearts.
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Not That Different
We both wet out lips,
for the kiss that will never come.
We all open out hearts,
for the love that will never be returned.
We all open our souls,
for the people that will never accept us.
We all want the ones,
we can never ever have.
We all wish for the things,
that can never happen.
You see....
were not that different you and me.
Both wanting what we can never have.
Both madly in love,
with people who will never love us back.
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Catch Me
Walking alone was how I was,
then you appeared beside me.
With you beside me,
my heart was no longer lonley.
I enjoyed what I had,
until it was ripped away.
Hearbroken and alone yet again,
but I coped through it all.
Then meracuasly you were there again,
everything thrown into chaos.
Rushing back feelings restored,
picking up were left offf but not you.
You can't blame me for falling.
After all,
your the one who tripped me
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  • Listening to: Taxi
  • Reading: the print on the screen
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: nothin
  • Drinking: Monster
Unfortunately, me and my husband have decided to call it quits. Yes, that means I am getting divorced here as soon as I can get the money to file. That also means i'm moving next month most likely. It's all good though, it's for the best and we will both be a lot happier.

Just thought I would put an update up to let everyone know what's going on. :) It has brought out my creative side again, so I should be posting more poems soon. 


United States
Current Residence: A house
Favourite genre of music: punk rock, metal, heavy metal, country
Favourite photographer: My dad
Favourite style of art: poetry or anime
Operating System: comp.
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: sea
Wallpaper of choice: something cool and dark, funny,anime
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington
Personal Quote: Somethings wrong with your face....


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SARVAORB Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the watch!
laylaaquaris Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014
You're welcome :) I like your work. It's beautiful.
Bea-Gonzalez Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch ^^
laylaaquaris Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2010
your welcome :)
jackielfult Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2010
thanks for the fav!
laylaaquaris Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2010
your welcome :)
punkrockmegy Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry! hehehehe
PoorUnfortunateChild Featured By Owner May 12, 2009
ty for the watch xXx
laylaaquaris Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2009
JimmyDiedToday Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2009
uh heyya, you've favourited a lot of my art and i'm deleting it from this account, if you find the time and actually want to, could you fave it on my new account? thanks
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