laylaaquaris

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Missing You Always by laylaaquaris, literature

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Missing You Always

I'll always hold you close, even though you're far away. I'll always love you with all I am, even though it's just pieces today. Your memory will always make me smile, even though it may be through tears. I'll never ever stop missing you, even though it's been many years. I'll never let you go, even though you're already gone. Those who never got to meet you, will feel like they knew you all along. I know that you're still here, always watching over me. All I hope is you know I love you still, and you're proud of what you see. As long as there is still breath in me, you'll be inside my heart. Even though the God above, tore us all ap

You by laylaaquaris, literature

Devotedly Yours by laylaaquaris, literature

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Devotedly Yours

I wake up, the first thing I smell is you. It brings a smile to my face. I get out of bed and dressed, the first thing I taste is you. It makes my day. I start each day with you, keep you with me throughout the day. My day is wonderful. I often dream of you, looking forward to tomorrow when I'll be with you again. My heart soars. The days I don't have you are long, slow, and almost unbearable. I walk around in a fog. Next time I have you with me, It's like heaven. Rather you're hot or cold that day, I need you always. You see, I can't function without you, can't live without you. You are my love, my live, my soul mate. I love yo

Wow I'm Depressing by laylaaquaris, literature

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Wow I'm Depressing

Swimming in a pool of darkness, light faded long ago. Trying hard to break the surface, only to get swallowed yet again. Lost in the blackness of her soul, only feelings of death and despair. Thoughts of laughter and love, faded memories that don't seem real. Never to escape this inner torment, personal best never good enough. Bleeding eternally, fate sealed and irreversible. Leave her to her sleep, for she'll never awake again.

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Missing You Always by laylaaquaris, literature

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Missing You Always

You by laylaaquaris, literature

Devotedly Yours by laylaaquaris, literature

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Devotedly Yours

Traped inside by laylaaquaris, literature

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Traped inside

Feelings and emotions traped inside, waiting to get out. Tears of blood bottled up inside, wanting to be free. Haterid, anger, and pain hidden beneith, wishing to be made known. Passion and lust locked up tight, yearning to be reliest. A girl full of confidence trapen in a ball, hoping to streach out. All traped inside, waiting to be free. No one to know, no one to care.

My life by laylaaquaris, literature

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My life

Every morning People ask me how I am every day, I lie and say i'm fine. They beleve me because on the outside I am great. Inside I am bleeding and no one can stop it. I want help I put on a smile.but there is none. Nobody notices I am hurt, nobody cares. Outside I go on like it's a normal day. Inside I am screeming and no one hears me. I used to love my life. Sometimes now i want it to end. The pain, heartache, and horrible feelings. At night, I sometimes cry myself to sleep. I do it quietly so nobody will know. My name is Courtney Jones. Now you know what my life is like.

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Let Me Go by laylaaquaris, literature

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Let Me Go

I looked into her eyes, then to her cheeks, then to her lips. Those soft, smooth, inviting lips. What I wouldn't give to kiss her again. What I wouldn't do to hold her in my arms again. To make love to her again. To tell her how much I love her. I looked at the smileing little girl she was holding. Our little girl. How much I would give to hold her again. To have her run up to me and hug my leg when I came home. To have them both in my life again. But I couldn't. I followed her home. She made macaronni and cheese for dinner. Layla's favorite. I watched the little girl eat. Her mother wasn't hungry, so she didn't eat. After dinne

Let Me Go

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About laylaaquaris

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: A house
Favourite genre of music: punk rock, metal, heavy metal, country
Favourite photographer: My dad
Favourite style of art: poetry or anime
Operating System: comp.
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: sea
Wallpaper of choice: something cool and dark, funny,anime
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington
Personal Quote: Somethings wrong with your face....

Favourite Visual Artist

alot of the people on my watchlist

Favourite Movies

To many to pick just one

Favourite TV Shows

Spartacus

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

To many to name

Favourite Books

Christine Feehan, Karen Maurie Monning

Favourite Games

live rpg, Dragon Age

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii, Ps3

Tools of the Trade

pencil and paper

Other Interests

Anime, music

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laylaaquaris

Aug 3, 2014

Unfortunate Events

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Unfortunately, me and my husband have decided to call it quits. Yes, that means I am getting divorced here as soon as I can get the money to file. That also means i'm moving next month most likely. It's all good though, it's for the best and we will both be a lot happier. Just thought I would put an update up to let everyone know what's going on. :) It has brought out my creative side again, so I should be posting more poems soon. 

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laylaaquaris

Dec 25, 2013

Another Update

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So moved into a new house around a month ago. I like it a lot better. It's quieter and less dramatic. I'm working at Wal-mart.....yay..... At least it's a job though. I love the people I work with, my managers don't know what there doing have the time, and the work kinda sucks, but the pay is good. Thought I would update again since it's been a while. Havn't been writing lately cuz i've been busy but i'll try to start again soon. Hope everyone is doing good and Merry Christmas to all :D

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laylaaquaris

Jul 2, 2013

Wow

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So it's been so long since i've been on here I no longer know how to edit my deviations. If somebody could help I would really appreciate it. I had a job, fell on my left hip and hurt it three weeks ago, my leg still hurts, so I left that job. I have another one though so i'm happy. Should be getting a new house soon. Other than that not a lot going on I guess. Thought I should update. Please if someone could help with that I would be really grateful. I feel kind of stupid, but, hey,  it's been a while.